Almost like a trap that I've fallen into as well. We all need something to look forward to, right now, I just don't know what mine is.
Maybe if I find what makes me happy in the moment, I can extend it to mean much more than just a moment.
Until then, it's wait, deliberate, and sit with the problem till the solution makes itself so apparent I won't be able to help but smile :) yep, the thought's almost Einstein inspired..
If I had an hour to solve a problem I'd spend 55 minutes thinking about the problem and 5 minutes thinking about solutions. - Albert Einstein